To the Non- Addict: These writings are the only way I could think of exorcising some of my Demons. This site is intended to give the non-addict an idea of what addiction is, how an addict lives and feels. There will be postings on here that will be very dark and "raw". Like the ones that will preceed and follow this posting. I am leaving nothing out. I can't help that. These postings are of my own life experiences. They are what they are. My wish is that if someone out there is starting to experiment with drugs, they read these accounts and think better of it.

To the Active Addict: I write about how my life used to be like for me and how it probably still is for you. Do not despair there is hope. Get your ass in a 12 step Recovery fellowship, they do work. Programs that all end with the word “anonymous” You’ve already been to Hell. It’s time you gave yourself a break. The world is an oyster, go get your pearl!

With much Love and Respect,
Azuzu